The conjured up does not capture

I am home with only myself.

I don't have any company, never had any, never will.

I am not fooled by appearances.

I don't come and go…. nor do I stay where I am.

There is no seeking……. because there is no where……. I am not.

I can't get away from anything……. because anything I would want to get away from…….. is myself.

I can't get anything…….. because all I could get is myself………. and I already am myself.

I pretend the dynamics of fear and desire …….but never does this pretence........ fool me.

I pretend to effect the display of actions…words…representations…

..and thus conjure up out of myself........conceptualized objectified beings…

....through which the display unfolds.

The objects themselves being nuances of the display out of the pretence…

…thus nothing of the conjured up display…..captures I am that-which I am.

The as-if interest in each nuance...

.... in each aspect of the dramatized dreamed up display

…is itself an aspect of the dreaming pretence.