Ishq'allah mahbud lillah.... 

which means 

God is 

Love, 

Lover, 

and Beloved.

At the same time.

All talk of surrender is like pinching brown sugar 

from a brown sugar image of Lord Ganesa 

and offering it as naivedya [food offering] 

to the same Lord Ganesa.

You say you offer your body, soul 

and all possessions to God.

Were they yours in the first place

that you could offer them?

At best, you can only say, 

"I was deluded, 

here I offer thee, my very delusion"

The real fana-fillah 

is not the intoxication with the Beloved.

It is the apperception, .......

.......which is the end of the delusion,...

.... that apperception, is to happen.