The absence of the absence of the presence of a reference of I-AM-less ness

The absence of the  absence of the presence of a reference of  I-AM-less ness








If everything is consciousness does that mean there is a something 
that is aware/unaware or is there a nothingness?

I AM This.

I AM (as the totality of consciousness) is conscious of This (as the array of objects, both sentient and otherwise making up the gestalt of phenomenality).

Since there is nothing apart from I AM......the panorama of This can only merely be.... the infinite objectivization(s)
of I AM

(just like the thousand waves are the individuated objectivizations of Oceanic water)

Thus the birth of a sense of separation.......as a sense of consciousness/sentience of the separation
(aka the subject-object duality).

There is no separation in actuality, just a seemingly..... as if........separation within the totality of universal consciousness i.e the I AM.

That is why the term a "sense of..."

Now without a "This", there is no consciousness.

Without a "This", there is no I AM.

This I-Am- less-ness has been referred to as Nothingness,

Awareness-not-aware-of-itself,

the Primordial Source,

the Plenum of potentiality,

I-I,

That,

Or Bozo.

However the need to reference and thus the particular referencing terminology....
....is an arising within the "I AM This" gestalt.

And thus is no more, no less than any other hoopla within the "I Am This" gestalt.

For example the question "If everything is consciousness....?".....

.....presupposes the existential presence of "everything", ( as an array of separated individuated things) ...

.... and thus the question itself can only be relevant within the panorama of This.

The statement "All is Consciousness" is indeed the essential Truth of the Gestalt where "all" appears to be an existential reality.

No different to the statement that all the profoundity and the profanity making up the drama of last night sleep dream drama is dreamy fluff.

Or that all the profoundity and the profanity making up the drama of this awake dream drama in which some squiggly signs on a PC screen is being read and a meaning getting ascribed...

..is equally dreamy fluff.

In the absence of ALL..........what Consciousness?

In the absence of ALL, what absence, what presence?

The apperception of the I-AM-less-ness.....

........in the absence of the presence of a reference of I-AM-less ness ........

........AND........

.... the absence of the absence of the presence of a reference of I-AM-less ness.